Yesterday I was holding Hannah and catching up with my friend Keri on the phone. Emily was playing quietly. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her leaning on the screen of my laptop. I started walking over to her so that I could move the computer. As I was walking over I noticed her eyes were big. I glanced at the computer screen and immediately my stomach dropped. She had cracked the screen and 3/4 of the screen was black and blue and all different colors. I'm certainly not what you might call "computer savvy", but I know enough to know when a computer is a goner....and this one was was a goner. I got off the phone with Keri and had this conversation with Emily:
Me: Emily you broke Mommy's computer! (in a surprisingly calm voice)
Emily: It's okay, Daddy will fix it.
Me: Daddy's not going to be able to fix this.
Emily: Well Papa Stan will fix it.
Me: Papa can't fix this either.
Emily: Well DORA can fix it! She have to!
I wasn't screaming or crying, but I was SO disappointed! Emily could obviously see my frustration (with her and the situation) all over my face, and a few minutes later she said "It's okay, Mommy, accidents happen!" Wow...what a reality check when your 2 1/2 year old speaks truth to you. I say this to her all the time when she spills something or drops something...I needed the reminder then.:) It is so easy for me to see my ugly sin when something like this happens. I can feel it welling up inside of me. I want to be quick to forgive. I want to love people more than things. I apologized to Emily that morning for getting frustrated and told her how much I love her. I wanted her to know that she is a ba-gillion times more important to me than that silly 'ole laptop!
Oh Steph! What a sweet mama you are!
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